1 feb 2oo6 our LOVE

*my baobeii la0gong martin MUI <33

2007-04-24T22:52:00.000-07:00

its been a donkey years since i update my bl0g.

time realli pass by so fast . mi n my baobeii laogong oredi 1 yr 2 months n 24 days le.

so mani things happen during these past few months.

bud i believe no matter wad,my baobeii la0g0ng wont eva leave mi .

i realli l0ve my baobeii laogong v v much n deeply .

nw wen i'm blogging, laogong is in camp revising f0r his test lata.

wish my baobeii laogong all e best.JIA YOU MY LAOGONG.

baobeii owaes dere f0r u.remember?hees.

2nite laogong can come out f0r awhile.g0nna mit laogong at sun plaza.

yeah !so happi can c mah laogong in a few hours times.
DON EVA LEAVE BAOBEII k mah baobeii laogong ..

DON EVA FILRT OR C GALS EVEN IF V PRETTY OF FIG V GD HORS.

u noe wad baobeii don lyk,den DON do k.

we promise hao hao stead de remember mah laogong?

muacks.

4eva n eva LOVES N MISSES MY BAOBEII LAOGONG MARTIN MUI V V MUCH N DEEPLY.

o1o2o6 everlasting lOve.nv eva apart wif my baobeii laogong .

nii y0ng yuan shi wo de zui ai (("v"))

we haf gone through wad others haf nt.OUR LOVE IS STRONG !!
ai si ni le mah baobeii laogong martin mui meng chong <22

2006-10-27T09:08:00.000-07:00

well 2 dae is 28oct le. gonna update wad happen these few daes ^^
25 oct my birthdae.spend e wholedae in bibi hm ..
he pei mi go through mah birthdae. he so sweet n loving.
i'm so happi n xinfu cux ii noe he truli love n care fer mi ..
n hor. fuck his gang ppl , a guy who call r*b*rt de lor ..
bulli my bibi. if anythin eva happen to mah bibi, i sure call police mk dem die .
fuck dem lor. ccb .. spoil mi n mah bibi mood.

27 oct o6
go interview (find job wif mah bibi )
*pray pray mah bibi mux faster get a job. if nt i will anihow think. muacks.
jia you jia you ohh mah bibi.

28oct
todae mit up wif mah baobeii laogong bibi at habourfront ..
den bibi pei wo go lafon interview. dey hire mi. LMAO . hahas.
startin work on mondae. den after interview go to e foodcourt eat.
damn ex can . i wan eat indian food. bibi one plate jiu use $8 to buy liao lei.
isnt it ex? fuck e foodcourt.it cux a bomb.
den after eat finish, slack awhile jiu go to pasir ris fer bibi job interview.
mah bibi go pet shop interview. so cute can . hope e ppls faster cal bibi n hire him.
after bibi interview jiu tk bus go back serangoon. ~den went to buy straits time.
den found 3 jobs in lucky plaza fer mah bibi. den we took cab down .
in e end, none success. fuck those lucky plaza ppls. sucks can. mah bibi so gd.
grrrr. . den took bus go back serangoon. den bibi go ntuc buy soccer den i go buy our dinner.
sob sob.. bibi so so keai. ai si him le.without u my lyfe is so meaningless can.
bud its lyk.everydae is either i sae wrong things,or he sae wrong things den owaes end up quarrel. so hurting can.. sob sob.. nw waiting fer mah baobeii laogong de call.
mah bibi faster faster call mi hor. ai si ni le.
mah baobeii laogong martin mui forever n ever wansui ..
ni yong yuan shi e best in my heart. sry fer everythin.
o1o2o6 everlasting love.
misses n loving u real damn badly.muacks.
shen shen shi shi nv eva apart.
4eva n eva tiongxim

2006-10-13T09:25:00.000-07:00

hais. didnt wan to cum here post at all de.
bud i realli veri upset n hurt now.. wad mah bibi thinking?
I REALLI WAKE U UP AT 9.49PM N I REMEMBER IT.
i remember b4 we slp, i tell u i 915pm wake u up. den u think wen i wake u up its oredi 915?
i tell u it wrong okay. cux wen i set alarm clock at 9pm ring,den u juz slp.
den i dun wan u misunderstand mi sae y so earli go hm all those, i jiu intend to go at 925pm.
bud wen i fall to slp beside u at 905 lyk tt, i wake up c jiu 949pm ler okay.
i dare use mah lyfe span to swear. i realli WAKE U UP AT ONII 949PM ..
n i remember tell u "dardar wake up liao.949pm liao lei"
YES I REMEMBER SAYING SO OKAY ..
den wen i bomb u up at 1025 lyk tt .. u sae i filrt or do things behind u.
do u noe hw hurt i m wen i heard tt nt? pls okay.
i oredi tell u 949pm ask u open door fer mi. bud u insist sae i sae 915pm ..
u noe how i feel wen i hear it nt?
i ONII SAE I WILL WAKE U UP AT 915pm CUX I GOIN HM ON TT TYM.
BUD I OVERSLEPT ONII WAKE UP AT 949pm hor..
den nw .. i noe wad u thinkin ..
u thinkin i filrt behind u hor? den did u think bout hw i feel?
i realli tell u its 949pm liao n ask u open door fer mi.
wad fer i lie to u? if i intended to cheat our relationship, i WONT B USING MAH FULL HEART TO CARE N LOVE U. BUD FRM E FIRST DAE WE STEAD, ASK URSELF HW I CARE FER U?
HW I TREAT U N LOVE U? u noe i care veri much bout u ... hais.
we quarrel again liaox. i juz wan nii noe, u mux oso understand mi.
if i lyk tt yuan wang ni lei. u will happi mehh? think fer mi okay.
i dun lyk dis feelings okay.
doesnt mean i do wrong once, i will do wrong again.
n i oredi told u after e last tym i do wrong, I MK SURE MYSELF I NV DO WRONG LER.
so u wan trust mi nt, i gt no right to sae.
BUD I REALLI WAN NI TRUST WO.

i juz wan u to noe U 4EVA n EVA IS MAH ONE N ONII PRECIOUS.
N I SWEAR I NV LOVE ANIONE AS MUCH AS U b4..
U R E ONE N ONII WHO MK MI NOE HW IMP LOVE N CARE IS.
NI SHI WO DE ZHEN AI. .. SHEN SHEN SHI SHI DE ZHEN AI .
MUACKS.juz wanna tell u NO MATTER WAD MAH FEELIN N LOVE FER U WILL NV EVA FADE . U OWAES E BEST,MAH BAOBEII LAOGONG N HERO. AI SI NI LE . MUACKS

*sob

2006-09-29T09:37:00.000-07:00

u sae e word break to mi todae.
i'm realli veri sad n hurt nw.
a word "trust" cux a scar between us again.
juz 2 more daes to 8 months. n nw everythin gone.
y ask mi mit u tml, wen u sae break to mi?
wad u realli wan? y mux u hurt mi tyms and again?
hais. y cant u juz trust mi instead of suspecting mi?
i'm v hurt ..my heart break into million pieces.
n u break e promise tt we haf between us. wadever.
u r e one who sae wont break wif mi no matter wad.
bud nw? hais. i will respect ur decision bahx.

bibi . where r yoohx ??

2006-09-20T08:01:00.000-07:00

hais. nw my bibi no tym pei mi tok. he nw wif william n shiyuan at geylang.
den i alone at hm rot. sob sob.it is e first tym he nv pei wo tok lei. i dun lyk it.
i feel so lonely without e presence of him be by my side. needed him so much can.
sob sob. todae after sch went straight hm n wen everythin done go bibi hm mit him .
my bibi bought 'ban mian' fer mi to makan. thanx alot laogong.
realli apperciate everythin tt u gif mi. onii u can mk mi smile. hees.
bud i'm realli v sry bout dis mornin stuff. cux we quarrel again.sob.
my bibi laogong. i tell yoohx i promise i wont do it, means i wont eva do it ler.
cux tt is my promise to yoohx. n i realli WONT EVA break it..
nv will i break ur heart again my bibi laogong.
den after went bibi hm find him n eat finish ler.
bout 5pm plus tk bus 156 wif bibi n william go sengkang mit shiyuan.
den at e bus stop , dere a wierd wierd uncle. realli damn wierd. he ask bibi.
if bibi is someone bro? LMAO... nowadaes dis world realli so wierd sia. hees.
den after mit dao bibi de frwen shiyuan le. go arcade play play . LMAO.
i'm realli veri happi cux bibi owaes dere to mk mi happi . hees.
hais. den 7 pm plus bibi frwen wan go geylang liao. idiot dem .
mk mi mit mah laogong awhile onii . sob sob.
bud b4 go hm, bibi bought nuggets meal fer my dinner. ai si ni ler bibi.
yum yum . nice nice. hees. bibi ohh .. u realli trust mi? truth k?
hais. i v scare to lose u . i dun even wanna lose u, nt even fer a sec.
my bibi laogong ohh. dun gamble animore ler okay.
cux tt is a beri long promise frm u to mi de. remember??
hais hais. 12 more daes n my nlevel cum liao. *stressed.
wad if i get fail? wad mah mum will do or sae? sob. realli beri scare.
bud i noe no matter wad my superman MARTIN MUI will owaes b dere fer mi.
CUX HE IS MAH BAOBEII LAOGONG ^^.
hao ba. todae jiu stop here ler. shall go study awhile ba.
ai si ni ler mah bibi. yong yuan de shen shen ai zhe wei yi de ni.
my love fer u will nv eva change. NEVER. muacks.
4eva n eva mr n mrs MUI tiongxim. stick to u tightly nt gonna let u go.
MUACKS.

tearsINeyes *

2006-09-19T07:33:00.000-07:00

hais. todae tue e 19 of sept 2006 is a BAD DAE okay.
quarrel happen non-stop . n i'm realli veri sad . cux i hurt mah laogong heart.
my bibi. i'm realli v v sry okay . sob.
i noe i m at fault. i shouldnt haf hide anythin frm u in e first place.
i realli promise i wont eva hide ler. i juz wan u stay 4eva n eva wif mi .
i swear i promise u wad, i can do it.if i can sae it, i can do it fer sure.
sob. my bibi laogong. i;m realli v sry k? muacks.
i swear it will nv eva happen again ler. i can do everythin fer u.
cux is u e onii one , i want.. no u, no mie. ai si ni ler mah bibi.
i noe u confront mah erjie on phone , is fer my gd. i noe de k?
n i'm realli sry bout it. i juz dun wan next tym dey dun lyk u or wad.
their impression of u mux b gd gd de ma right mah bibi?
hais. mah poor ah gong is goin fer operation on mon.
pray to god tt he will b alright . jia you jia you ah gong.
hais. nth will happen to u de k. u can tide over it de n u will b fine.
tml gonna mit lorraine wif bibi ler to get our stuff.
cux buyin stuff frm her ma. LOLS. hees.
hais hais. my bibi.will u eva leave mi alone?
bibi. will u tok or c other gals? i noe u will b readin it de.
mux ans truthfully k? i realli dun wanna lose u at all.
hais hais. nlevel cumin. n i promise i wei le bibi will try mah best de.
everyone nt in gd mood todae. mum juz throw temper .
mah second sis juz scold mi. hais. y so mani things happen todae?
mah eyes kip moving, i knew smth will happen de.
realli so mani things happen. hais.

my de baobeii laogong (("v"))
mux remember all our promises k?
none of us can break it ler okay? i noe u wont.
i wont eva hurt u ler. i will b ur guai baobeii forever n ever .
n remember our goals? do e same job n haf our own family.
muacks. no matter wad we haf in e future i wont eva leave u.
nt even fer a seconds. muacks.
zhen de zhen de hen ai ni.
mei you ni, jiu mei you le wo. onii u can gif mi e happiness i wanted.
01.02.06 everlasting love story.
4eva n eva tiongxim. muacks

happi birthdae my bibi laogong <33

2006-09-06T08:22:00.000-07:00

todae shi wo de bibi laogong de birthdae..hees.
firstly wo de baobeii laogong shen ri kuai le...
first thing todae in e mornin wake up call bibi.
hees.mah bibi so kelian..still haf to work nehh..
sob sob =(
bud manage to mit him up at compass point after his work.
i'm realli so happi can.. i celebrate his birthdae wif him.
n most imp of all. TODAE WE DIDNT QUARREL.
muhahahahas ^^
den after meetin bibi at compass. we went back to his hm.
lalalas .den i go up bibi house first. he go cut his hair.
hees. e result was gd .. cut liao nice nice liao ehh.. more refreshing.
sob. den after bibi cum back, he went bathe den we rest awhile
jiu go gai gai le. our first stop was ps.. lols.. we go dere wan watch movie de.
bud in e end, didnt watch .. cux all e show time too late le..
den we end up go acracde play.. bibi play inital D. lols.. so cool..
i owaes love him playin e game.. hao cool ohh..
den after tt bibi buy fer mi takoyaki n we went outside ps fer bibi to smoke.
mux try kick ur smokin habit le k my laogong?
hais. den we were intendng to eat seoul garden de.. bud f**k nia..
ps no seoul garden .. grrr. den we went down to cityhall..
reach cityhall first place we went was mariana square.
LOLs. we were so happi went we c e seoul garden word.
bud in e end we went around to find seoul garden bud dun haf nia. grrr.
in e end , end up goin billy bomba to eat.. LMAO..
bibi eat shirlon steak den i eat billy bolognise.. haha.
mah bibi is owaes so teng wo de.. laogong realli thanx alot bout todae.
sry realli sry mk u spend so much money.. sob sob.
i so heartpain.. den eat finish le.. ii noe bibi was feelin v tired le.
c he so tired, i oso no heart to continue our todae plan.
den we took cab back to bibi hm ler.. hais . sob sob.
bibi. sry beri sry k. in e end . gif u a nt so happi birthdae celebration.
i realli hope beri hope u were happi.. realli ai si ni le..
r u happi wif todae things?? sob sob..
den reach back serangoon le, bibi go buy bubble tea,,
so funni eh.. bibi order banana milktea, in e end..
e auntie gif him vanilla milktea in e end..
she was lyk so blur nor.. bud bibi . was v gd.. he didnt blame e auntie.
cux he sae e auntie gt a friendly n kind look..
u c? aint mah bibi gd?? muacks.
den went we reach bibi hm.. we both after watchin holland v awhile jiu go
slp lyk a PIG liao.. muhahahahas.
den 8 plus i wake bibi up. we jiu tk 156 go sengkang le.
bibi. sob sob. so kelian gt pro to settle.. hais =(
den nw bibi on e way to his ah ma house ler. i understand okay.
i noe u miss dem.. i juz v worry bout u cux u sick lei.
hais. i nag u means i concern n care fer u. u v imp to mi de hor.
sob sob. here a birthdae song fer mah bibi

happi birthdae to u
happi birthdae to u
happi birthdae to mah bibi
happi birthdae to u
1000000000000000000000000000 KISSES N HUGS FER MAH BIBI ..

i realli hope u lyk e present i gif u.
it serve a meaning bout e present i gif u.
bibi ..
i realli hao ai hao ai ni.
hao xiang hao xiang ni.
u r locked v tightly in my heart.
i will b v lost without u.
so dun eva leave baobeii alone k?
realli ai si ni le.
01.02.06 everlasting love.
remember all our promises mk owaes k?
muacks.

happy 7 months ^^

2006-09-01T08:35:00.000-07:00

todae is 1 sept 2006 .
n now is 1131 pm wen i m writing mah diary fer e dae.
its been 7 months i haf been together wif mah bibi laogong.
laogong . time pass by v fast. dun u think so?
i m v happi. i hope mi n ur love nt onii fer 7 months bud r
meant for forever.. can? sob.
bibi. those things tt u sae in bus i m realli v sad.
i hope u realli trust mi. cux i nv do it b4. hais.
sob. u goin to work soon le. mux jia you jia you hor.
remember baobei is owaes dere fer u..
nt gonna leave u , nt even fer a sec.
5 more daes is mah bibi de birthdae le.
hees. i will gif u a happi dae.
wen i m wif u. i feel nth bud beri happi.
ai si ni le mah bibi. muacks
we can b together fer 7 months it is nt easy.
it onii shows us tt we haf fate to b together.
so dun eva leave mi alone k?
we dun break each other promises,we dun hurt each other heart.
we jiu can b tian chang di jiu le k.
u dun lyk i do anythin i wont do. i will change. u too k?
we mux change fer a better k?
i stop here le. waiting fer mah bibi to sms mi ask mi call him.
=) ai si ni le mah bibi martin mui meng chong.
4eva n eva tiongxim / nv ever apart.
01.02.06 everlasting <33

2006-08-20T09:47:00.000-07:00

i am nt in a gd mood nw . hais.
having a bad moodswing. y cant u tell mi everythin?
i noe u 4get okay cux its a small matter .
bud pls kip ur promise alrh.
stop toking to gers. i dun wan we quarrel...
hais. den i oso duno y mux sae tt ger yue lai yue mei?
somemore is i go c myself de.. hais. i nt happi.
dere is a needle pricking mah heart.
hais. gif mi time n i will learn to let it go ba.
sadness overwhelm me ..

past 3 daes we haf been quarrelin.
n we shall control our temper n put a full stop to everythin.
hais. our 200 daes juz pass.
hope u v happi bibi .
i will owaes remember n kip mah promises .
i hope u will do e same bud nt hurt mi animore.

ii love yoohx so much bibi .
*full of sadness in mah heart

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fallen tears *

2006-08-11T06:52:00.000-07:00

hais. todae is mi n bibi de 191 daes.
i'm realli v sry to break yoo . u shld noe y.
bud nw we patch le, so lets jus start anew ba.
pls okie. dun break promise le. mux realli change.
i cant tk it de. it been 6 months plus (191 daes) .
if u truli love n cherish mi, dun eva hurt mi le k.
all these daes is ur words hurt mi, den force mi to sae break todae de.
bud i swear if u treat mi nicely, nv will i leave ur side .
wo shi zhen de zhen de hen ai ni .
so i wont leave u fer no reasons de k.. u realli mux change den we can last.
mah nlevel is cumin, will undergo alot of stress. so mux understand mi k?
sob sob =(
dun smoke too much le k. todae u smoke so mani packets.
noe hw xin tong i m? hais.
bud realli mux kip every promise u make k?

hao ai hao ai ni .
every1 do mk mistakes, so we mux 4give n 4get k.
ai si ni le. misses u real badly n crazily .
mux change fer a betta , remember tt is u promise mi de.
muacks . mr n mrs MUI bibi n baobeii 4 eva n eva nv eva apart!!!!!

*tiring dae

2006-07-22T08:45:00.000-07:00

hais.nt enuff slp.wake up earli at 930am n mit sophie at civics centre de library to tk
e clothes tt i bought frm her. *e spag i bought.

hais. den after tat. bout 12pm plus mah bibi msg mi tellin mi he wake up le.
den i call him, he ask mit todae or tml.LOLs. i ask him decide.
den he ask mi mk mah own decision. haha. i owaes nid hym . dis shows how
much he meant to mi in mah lyfe. without him can u imagine hw sad or
depress i will b? loving hym so deeply n much. no one can eva change mah
love fer hym. onii he can show mi e light n brough laughter to it. hais.
den finalli decide to mit bibi todae.den tk cab n go geylang find hym.den we
head to tampinese mall.!! n went buy movie tix first. watch pirates n e carribeans
n e dead man chest. e show was fucking damn lame can. no ending at all.
bud those sea creatures appearance r beri scary n is like v er xin cux e jack gt
eat human leg. *PUI. haha. den startin of e show bibi was sleepin cux he too tired le.
den finalli wen he wake up, e show bout half shown lao. lOls. hahas.
den we oso went to play acracde . saw bibi de coursin, bibi coursin de stead n his frwen.
lOls. *LMAO. sianx . hahas. den after watch movie go tk dinner. thanx alot bibi.
fer e expensive dinner. i'm realli veri sry fer wastin ur $ too. bud i truli cherish
everythin u gif mi, e joy n laughter n all sorrows. dey haf been crave deep in mah heart.
hais. *slack at tamp mall e wholedae. bought 1017pm i depart frm mah bibi le.
so sO misses hym nw can.bibi nw at geylang. sianx 1/2 .. bibi. so kelian cant go hm
2nite . hais. *SAYANGS to mah bibi. dun 4get no matter wad i owaes b dere fer u to
love u truli n deeply till death. hope u remember all our promises .
n pls kip promise k? dun mk fri 21 JULY 2006 de things happen again.
e thing i let it pass lao,so pls noe wad to do k? dun hurt mi by doin it again.
hais. everytime u do things realli hurt mi de l0r. hais. bud mux change k?
i nw oso tryin mah best to change.

10 more dae to 6 months. counting down.
AI SI NI LE MAH BIBI MARTIN MUI MENG CHONG <33
deeply in love wif u. nv eva b replaced.
01.02.06 everlasting l0ve story.
hope everything u sae to mi is true so tt our l0ve can last~~ MUACKS.

needed ur love bibi *

2006-07-08T23:46:00.000-07:00

hais. todae is sundae le. so fast a week jiu pass le. i'm so sad.
cux mah bibi nw still orh orh, no one pei mi tok. beri boring.
bud i misses him so so crazily can. ai si ta le.fuck ma mum n
mah 2 sis. pls lo. i dis week onii go out 4 daes. where gt 6 daes?
r u blind or wad? bibi. its gettin more n more diff to go out.
mah 2 bytch sis sure behind ka jiaowei den mah mum lyk tt.
*HOW MAH BIBI? dey so cb right? hais =(
yesterdae germany win. hais. as i knew it . dey sure win. cux e match
is in their country. sure let dem win de. ah bo dey no face ma. den
lata malu. lOLs. tml can c mah bibi le. so so happi. bibi. r u e same as mi?
misses mi much ma? hais. wo hao xiang xian zai ni jiu zai wo de sheng bian.
den u can hug mi tight tight n nb eva let mi go. e feeling is no one can gif.
onii u can gif mi. sob sob. so fast we stead fer 158 days le. happi ma bibi?
mi n u nv tot we can stead till so long. bud we mk it bibi. u're mah 4eva hero.
hees.sianx 1/2 . dis cumin thu gonna haf mah n level oral. so afraid can.
realli hope i can pass. 3 more months n i leaving secondary school le.
i will work real hard fer mah bibi . i wan do him proud.
bud i m getting sick of books. hais hais =( tml can c mah bibi le.
goin to find him after sch. hees.
*pray pray. bibi faster wake up pei wo chat chat.
bitches who wan snatch mah bibi pls kindly FUCK OFF. xie xie.

all e best to ppls who r mah frwen n takin n or o level dis yr.
hope u all do well alrh. hahas.
love mah bibi MARTIN MUI MING CHONG FER ETERNITY.
nv eva apart frm each other *

yuan lai ..

2006-06-25T03:36:00.000-07:00

dun break e promise n mk mi hurt again. i'm realli v weak .
u mk mi happi. u owaes e angel tt god gif to mi.i will hold on to u tight.

addicted to jj lin jun jie de yuan lai thesedays. so meaningful.
so mani things happen to mi these daes can. hais. wo hen sad.
u ask mi choose frwen or u .
i chosen u in e end. i remember all our promises juz tt min.
wen things happen, i cried.
every memories flash pass, mah mind. these few months.
we realli been through alot.
i juz wanna stick tightly to u. u realli meant alot alot to mi.
i needed u so so much. wen i c u cry, mah heartbreaks.
i believe in fate.i duno y so addicted to u.
i juz realli hope u dun break mah heart again k?
i will b strong to our relationship. u mux b too k?
dun eva do things dui bu qi wo. i cant tk it.
remember all our promises. i love u so so much.

*sadd .

2006-06-24T23:25:00.000-07:00

haben been blogging fer past few daes?? or weeks?? LOLs. hais.
wad i wan sae is onii
"只要是真心相爱，多少困难我们是永不分离.
希望你会真惜我。而不是再次的伤害我！
我答应你和你永远永不分离。深深世世相爱着对方
我们的约定，希望你没忘。
梅明聪我会用我这一深去爱你，照顾你。
你一辈子是我的王子。

14.06.06

2006-06-14T21:12:00.000-07:00

mah dearest sis SANDY. so cute mah baobeiix sis
mah baobeiix meix. mux b happi owaes
late one dae in postin. LOLs.
yesterdae 14 june. happi happi.
haf mit mah best sis sandy n mah baobeiix adelene meix.
went far east.heeren n cine. saw nth to buy.
bud mah sis so cute ehh. ai si ni ler. sis 4 eva n eva k?
dun abandon mi hor k? muacks.
hope mah meix happi owaes. we wil hlp u find ur boi boi soon.
hees.

*boring dae.

2006-06-12T06:29:00.000-07:00

todae is another boring dae. nv mit mah baby todae. its so bored.
frm e start of e dae til nw, haben even tok on phone wif him fer 2 hours lei.
can u imagine hw lonely i m without him?? SOBB SOBB =(
nw he at geylang wif his frwens. waitin fer him to ask mi cal him.
faster faster eh bibi. i wan chat chat wif u on phone.
wo yao ni. yao ni v v much.
mah bibi. tml mux mit wo k.
ai si ni ler. bibi rocks mah lyfe 4 eva n eva.
sch startin soon ler. v siianx. gonna haf war wif E FUCKER once sch start.
U ASSHOLE. hahas. i will nb admit defeat in front of u.

mah baby martin mui ming chong.
wo ai si ni ler.
u 4eva mah one n onii.
mah bestest guy. mah hero.
o1.o2.o6 our everlasting story,nb end

wad a boring dae !!!

2006-06-10T02:37:00.000-07:00

hais. first. so happi.wanna gong xi mah baby tt u haf gt urself a job le. so happi.
hurray!!! bud u nw wif ur frwen den i alone at hm. i m so sianx can. nth to do.
bud juz misses u so badly.i realli feeling so empty without e presence of u by
mah side. u noe how badly i feel??
secondly. hee. EMILENE TAN YI NI offically mah stead le arhhx. hahas.
dun mistaken. nt les. LOLS. love ni l0ads.wen e whole class left mi alone.
u will nb 4get mi. realli hen xie xie ni.
nw everythin okok le. no more quarrels.no nth.
juz wan happi live everydae.
i gt mah BABY MARTIN b wif mi everydae n nite.i gt nth much to ask fer.
pray to god.u wont eva leave mi.mux b a gd person.
stop doin those things which hurt mah heart..realli ai si ni le.
dis world i love most de is u. n nth gonna change e fact.
u simply rocks mah heart.

01.02.06 nb ending love. u will nb eva b replaced.
MUACKS (("v"))

pics *

2006-06-07T04:25:00.000-07:00

e fresh newly angkong done. NICE NICE

c e tattoo machine n ink . LOLS

taken b4 goin chalet

wif loads of LOVE (("v"))

first heel i bought

beautiful memories tt will b kept in mah heart 4 eva n eva.

u rocks.n wif u in mah lyfe,it makes a difference.

u melted mah heart.

nb ending LOVE <33

chalet ~ o5.o6.o6 - o7.o6.o6

2006-06-07T03:52:00.000-07:00

finalli back frm chalet le. its so fun ehx. so happi. haf enjoy myself these 3 daes 2 nites.
first dae. dar de frwen, guorong, zhengxiong, sam, kaizhi dey all go downtown east hlp
dar tk key.cux dar haben reach 18. cant tk. hahas. den so fun ehhx. huiting cum down
pei mi awhile.den we go eat den go back chalet slack n play cards. den at nite. so fun
n cute lor. e huge beetle cum into e room.den dar reaction so funni ehh. first dae noe he
scared kaka. hahas. mah baby is 4eva so cute n lovely. den after tt. around 2 plus weifong
cum le. den hlp dar mk ang kong. mk till 6 plus den stop le. cux weifong wan go find his
stead.den 1o am plus cum back chalet orh orh. hAHAs.both weifong n dar lyk pig ohh.
all slp lyk pig. till 4 plus den wake up. den all pom pom prepare hao den go eat den go
escape. hahas. den i so spoil mood. sry sry eh dar. nt i dun wan play. its mah heart
buay tahan. onii dar play e child roller coaster . den dar tk mi on a ride. hahas.
so happi. he drive e car so fast. i turning left n right. bud so enjoy ehh.
nb c dardar so relax b4. den dar angkong done at bout 1 plus bahx. den we watch tv
awhile den go eat mac den go beach. luckily nb saw e haunted tower. its realli so scary.
hais.den after, we go back chalet pom pom den orh orh le. slp at bout 5 am plus.
we all so tired l0r. den i so tired. wake up at 956am. luckily still enuff tym fer pack up.
den 11 plus we tk cab go hm ler.so happi orhh. mah baby is 4 eva so love n dote mi.
baby zhen de hen ai hen ai n xie xie everythin u gif mi. MUACKS.
u 4 eva e best stead i eva haf. 4 months plus le.
our love is everlasting hor .
we will nb eva b apart. i missing u so so badly at dis moment.
dun eva leave mi alone or do bad things. i will nb eva leave U.
ni shen shen shi shi ish mah wei yi, mah one n onii 4eva LOVE (("v"))

>.<

2006-05-15T03:39:00.000-07:00

wad e real meaning of love?

no one can gif e real ans.

bud true love r being true to each other .

n mux nt eva lie bahhx.

hao miss ni. sad =(

101 daes.

2006-05-13T08:44:00.000-07:00

hais.todae is mi n dar de 101 daes ler. nt happi nah. so long nb mit him. sianx.
sat v diff to pass lor. nth to do at all. wake up, eat den slp den watch tv den go slp again. so fuckin boring can. mah new blogskin is change. thanx to CANDICE TAI ys. LOLs.sianx sianx sianx lahx. nw is 1147 pm. goin slp soon after i blog finish.
i so miss him can . so long nb mit. feeling odd. scared he outside anihow. i'm realli
scared. duno how to explain . k la. tml den blog again.
tml meeting wanzhen at 1130am . den go orchard. wan buy heels, eyeliner ..
hahas. tt wad i hope bahx. hope tml will b a betta dae. =))

nite everyone.

baby. pls go hm earli . dun mk mi worry lahx.

ai si ni le. all our promises r nb meant to b broken.

i understand tt u r stressed fer those things.

i understand. juz remember i m owaes dere to support u.

dun 4 get mi hor k. anythin mux tel mie k.

kip ur promises.

bb ppl. blog again tml or mondae.

hais

2006-03-10T22:47:00.000-08:00

hais. i m so sad can. these few daes so mani things happen. =(

o7.o3.o6 tuesdae
went out wif dardar. went to toa pyoah watch movie wif him.
i m so happi wif him . 7 march o6 is e dae he finish his probation.
he ish free.i m happi cux i noe he is v happi bout it.
bud i m juz afraid tt he will do wrong things again.
i dun wan anythin tuh happen to yoohx can.
sobb. den we went to toa pyoah dere watch movie.
e movie ppl so kpkb can.
we oredi bought hao tix fer final destination 3 ler.
yet wen we wanna go into e cinema.dey dun let us go.
cux dey sae.i dun look lyk 16. fuck alrh.
mk dar,so dulan. den e ppl change tix fer us.
in e end.we turn out to watch big momma house 2 .e show quite bored.
mi n dar.onii watch bout 45 mins jiu go out ler. hais.
den after it, went tuh his house tuh pei him .
hais.i m realli v deeply in love wif yoohx. juz e one n onii U .

o8.o3.o6 n o9.o3.o6 wed n thu
hais. on wed nv mit him. bud i can sae i realli misses him v v v badly.
mah lyfe sucks without him alrh. how i wish i can pei him every mins n
seconds.bud i dun think tt is possible. hais. i wanna run away frm home tuh
pei yoohx. bud u dun wan. cux u dun wan i disobey mah parents.hais =(
den on phone, mk dao dar dulan. sry dar.i nt gu yi yao mk u dulan.
no next tym ler. muackx.

sobb sobb. den on thu 09.o3.o6 went tuh shi guan tuh find dar.
hais. so mani ppls dere can.
bud i still go find him. no matter where he ish.
i will go find yoohx wen yoo r free fer mi. muackx.
mah heart is realli feelin v bad. u noe?
i cant b ly ur ex. mah mum is strict. she dun let mi out often.
i wanna mk u happi , i wan pei u everydae.
i wan run away. hais. =(
dar.wo zhen de zhen de dui ni chi xin yi pian .

10.o3.o6 fridae <33
mit him at his house.dar is so pig. wake up at 1 pm plus.
so zhu can. yet still sae i zhu.
mrMUI is mah big pig. hee. muackx.
at 6 pm plus,pei dar go his house down dere de kopitiam eat.
dar.teaches mi fiercely. to grow up.
m i realli a small kid? i'm nt k.
hais =( . i juz wanna tuh b love n coax by yoohx.
is it tt diff .i wanna spend everydae wif yoohx.
yoohx = to mah everythin.
hais hais . den at bout 9 plus dar,send mi go tk taxi.
todae onii mit him bout 7 hours lyk tt onii.
so short can. hais. if one dae, u can pei mi 24 hours jiu hao. SOB =(

shen shen de ai zhe ni . MR MARTIN MUI MING CHONG.
e guy who mk a difference tuh mah lyfe <33
loving yoohx v v v deeply.
dun ever leave mi alone
TIONGXIM *

wad happenin nw?

2006-03-10T22:46:00.000-08:00

I WAN YOOHX . YOOHX R NEEDED <33

2006-03-06T03:40:00.000-08:00

dardar . mah baobeiix llaogong mr MUI.
wo nw hao xiang ni. yoohx nw still doin ur liondance. sob =(
xinku ni ler mah dear. i m so heartpain.
yoohx everydae ish so xinku .
hais hais =(
yeah. i m finalli meetin yoohx tml.
haf nt seen yoohx fer 2 daes ler.
bud i was oredi missing yoohx lyk hell.
lyfe without yoohx, mah heart was realli empty.
i haf gone blur. i still remember tt yoohx told mie.
wen yoohx r around wif mi, everythin will b fearless.
i m nt scared of everythin nw, bud juz scared yoohx leave mie.
i m so happi tt yoohx todae through phone yoohx told mi those words.
its realli mk mi v v happi. ni zhen de shi wo de everythin.
wo zhen de bu ke yi mei you ni.
todae nosebleed in sch. bleed alot.
it mk mi feel v giddy. i m juz so weak n useless.
bud i haf promise mah laogong, i will b stronger.
n i realli will. trust mi bout it. wif yoohx by mah side.
i m nt gonna gif up no matter wad happen.
laogong. tml probation finish ler. i m realli v v happi.
he will b regainning his freedom tml .
den hopefully he will haf more time to pei wo. realli hope.
at least 3 daes a week hor. tt wad yoohx promise mi ler k.
wo ke yi everythin dou bu yao, bu guo jiu shi cannot mei you ni.

I M IN NEED OF UR LOVE. UR EVERYTHIN .
hais =(
mrs MUi NEED mr MUI nw till fOrever n ever

hais

2006-03-05T02:58:00.000-08:00

hais. so fast mi n mr mui jiu 32 daes ler. i so in love wif him ehhx.
i promise i did nt lie bout anythin i said . hais. juz wish he can b wif
mi forever n ever. his probation dis cumin tue jiu end ler.
i m beri happi fer him tt his probation end.
bud dis is oso e start of mah nightmare. i scared he get himself into
trouble again. dar. i noe u promise wont get into trouble.
bud i noe ur character. tt y i m afraid. i m veri afraid.
i juz dun wish to l0st yoohx. yoohx r mah everythin.
bu yao leave wo yi ge ren alone de.
i cant live de ler. i wan yoohx. juz e one n onii yoohx can mk mi smile.

hais. tml is school dae again. stressed ehx. facin e toopid neo tml again.
pray pray tml yoohx wont cum find mi.
tml havin physics test. hope can juz pass.. haf tried tuh study.
bud things cant get in. i m sry . hais. i m useless.
bud dar. i haf promise yoohx tt i will b strong.
i will prove to yoohx. no more tears will b shed easily animore.
i juz wan yoohx safe n sound pei mi everydae.

zhen de deeply in love wif yoohx.
loving yoohx more n more everydae.
ni yong yuan shi wo de wei yi.
wo men yi bei zi yong bu fen li.
muackx.

listenin to energy de zui huo yi ci.

dar. hais.

SICK

2006-02-28T00:03:00.000-08:00

juz nw stay back after sch fer anger management course.
i m damn fuckin sad can. i control mah tears in e course.
i dunno y. y mah class ppls juz so hate mie?
e teacher ask tuh play e throw balls games.
can u imagine, NO ppls throw tuh mi... wtf.
mah tears was comin out. bud i control it.
thanx alot lene fer helpin mie tell teacher tt i wasnt feeling well.
realli apperciate it. muackx.xiaorui. thanx fer tellin mi to tc.
i m realli happi tuh hear tt orhh. zhen de xie xie.

hais. den mrs heikal send mi down to e ground floor. den i walk home alone.
sobb. dardar. was busy nw .. cux nb msg mi dao
i understand. nb blame him at all.
tml our 1 month ler.i m so happi n xinfu tuh love him.
hais.

mah nosebleed wen i eatin mah lunch at home.
it bleeds again. wad happenin to mi?
i m gettin weaker n weaker each n everydae.
y m i living in dis world? its v tong ku.
mah dnt is giving mi stress n pressures.
SOB. i realli needed mr MARTIN MUI MING CHONG BY MAH SIDE.
i nid u. i realli do.

WANNA B HIS FOREVER

2006-02-25T21:59:00.000-08:00

todae is i n mr mui de 25 daes ler. so lOve him.
mah l0ve fer him ish more den juz a word lOve.
i m so happi on 24 feb o6.. mr mui do smth which he wouldnt do wif mi.
he pei mi play a toopid game in acracde. e throw ball de.
can u imagine? he play it wif mie. i realli beri beri happi ..
realli ai si him ler. hais.
den wen we crossin e overhead bridge, he piggyback mie ehx.
it was realli a v wonderful n v happi dae tt i haf wif him ..
dar orhh. bu yao leave wo. nb ever k?

yesterdae ish 25 feb o6 .. it is meant to b couple dae.
bud hais. at evening tym we all went to compass point.
end up quarrel at dere. so sad can
we promise nt tuh quarrel, bud to gif in.
bud we quarrel again.
dar,i m sry . i noe its mah fault.
cux i m e one who started it. bud NO other tym ler k?
realli cherish every moment n tym tt i spend wif U .
i juz wan U U U . e one n onii MARTIN MUI to b in mah lyfe.
u r mah lOve. mah one n onii.
specially wanna thanx zhen n guorong fer u all de hlp yesterdae.
thanx real l0ads.

ai si MARTIN MUI MING CHONG.
mah lOve fer u NB EVER FADE.
WO MEN YI DING YAO FOREVER NB APART !!!!!!!!
o1.o2.o6 eternity LOVE
MUACKX

hais

2006-02-23T00:34:00.000-08:00

hais.
wtf is happening to mah family?
mah mum todae morning scold mah big sis.
den is it mah pro? i nb mk dao u,y scold mie?
hais. i m sick , tt y i nv go sch.
yet u ask mie go quit sch. enuff alrh.

nw listenin to SHE de mo li.
hais. i hen miss mah dardar martin MUI.
wish mah dardar interview sucess n can get into e course tt he wan.

HATE U ALL FUCKER. I M ALL ALONE!!!

onii trust mah guy MARTIN MUI.
mah forever one n onii.muackx

wo ai ni . wo ai ni . wo ai ni .
zhen de zhen de hen hen hen hen ai ni orhhx.
pls trust everythin i sae to u.
i mean all wad i sae. ni yi bei zi ish mine de orhh.
dun run away arhx

SOBB SOBB =(

2006-02-22T04:07:00.000-08:00

我爱你！
i m so sad can.
i m sick. todae is mi n mr mui de 21 daes ler.
i zhen de zhen de hen hen hen ai n miss him..
i 2 daes nv c him ler. hais.
i wont add on to his burden. nb ever again.
i juz wan him b mine,forever n owaes.
hais. dar, wo men yi bei zi bu yao quarrel ler k?
i m v hurt , everytime we quarrel. hais. SOB SOB =(
v v sry tt cant hlp u. u noe wad thing i mentioning.

hais. sobb sobb.
nw martin n mi 21 daes.
den zhen stead wif nugget. hais.
wo men yi bei zi owaes mux b tgt.
hais. dardar.

SOBB. AI ZHE MR MARTIN MUI MING CHONG FOREVER N EVER.
NI YI BEI ZI SHI WO DE WEI YI.
我们的约定。。可别忘记！！！！
waiting fer fri to cum. i wan c mah GUY MARTIN MUI .

king k0ng

2005-12-20T19:51:00.000-08:00

king k0ng ish nice... w0rth watching... ^-^